Your first name of Hahzada has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
