Your first name of Haidery creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. Your feelings are very easily hurt and to protect yourself you withdraw within the realms of your own private thoughts and shut out the rest of the world. You crave friendship, understanding, love, and affection but your reserved manner appears forbidding to others. You tend to be studious, analysing each new idea before accepting it. A quick learner, you may be resented by those whose mental processes are slower, and be misjudged as a "know it all. You are rather studious, mentally challenging each new idea before accepting it. Although you are very knowledgeable and intelligent, you often find spontaneous verbal expression difficult. Because you learn so quickly you have little patience with those whose mental processes are somewhat slower, and you could become supercilious or somewhat "know it all" in your attitude. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result.