Your first name of Haidihaiza has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. Although you enjoy surprises to a degree, it is difficult for you to adjust quickly to unexpected change or opportunity. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. An overheated bloodstream that throws off poisons through skin conditions such as boils, acne, or eczema could result.
