As Haimendra you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. Eyes, ears, or throat problems, sinus congestion, or headaches could result.