Your first name of Haiyder creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. Although you are knowledgeable and intelligent, your sensitivity and restriction in expression often causes frustration and could limit the satisfaction and success that would otherwise be gained from your responsible and capable nature. Often you are drawn to the out of doors as a coping mechanism for bouts of loneliness and moods. You have a sensitive nature--sensitive to your environment and particularly sensitive to how your deeper and more serious interests are regarded by others. This characteristic could make you rather unpopular with your associates. You can give expression to your personal thoughts and feelings most fluently through the written word. Although you are very knowledgeable and intelligent, you often find spontaneous verbal expression difficult. You crave friendship, understanding, love, and affection but your reserved manner appears forbidding to others. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love.
