The name of Hakadah has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. When circumstances require the expression of sympathy or appreciation, you prefer to respond in writing. An element of variety and spontaneity is essential to maintain your interest and enthusiasm. Family, friends, and business associates often find you to be uncommunicative and secretive. At times, you are very inspired, desiring to be with people and to entertain others as the "life of the party," while at other times you are aloof and choose to remove yourself entirely from association. There would be a risk that uncontrolled, morbid thoughts could undermine your mental stability, causing extreme worry and irrational behaviour. In your personal relationships, self-consciousness and a fear of your deeper thoughts and feelings being misunderstood or belittled inhibit spontaneous verbal expression. Also, you could develop an extraordinary ability to concentrate on complex theoretical subject matter such as mathematics, although your success in such endeavours would be limited by a lack of patience and perseverance, and by difficulty in sustaining systematic effort over the long term. Health weaknesses could appear as disorders affecting the liver, or the heart, lungs, and bronchial tubes. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.
