Your first name of Hakudoushi has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. You are attracted to, and could excel in, the mechanical or technical fields, such as computers. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. Thus, at times, you are motivated more by urges than by sound logic and reason. Strong undisciplined emotions and desires could deprive you of what means the most to you. You are technical and detailed to a point and yet lack concentration, scattering your efforts if a task becomes too monotonous. Uncontrolled moods could be a serious problem. You desire system and order but can be too particular in some things that matter to you personally, and then again lax and indulgent in other ways. You could suffer through nervous breakdowns or high blood pressure and its allied problems. You have intense urges and feelings for which you can find no expression.
