Your first name of Handiin has given you a quick, analytical mind. Your self-sufficient and self-reliant nature gave you the urge to leave home early in life to be free from parental restraint, and to establish your independence and freedom from tradition. Also, you must guard against using indulgence as an escape. You feel happy as long as headway is being made, but as soon as you are obstructed or your individuality and freedom of action are restricted, you experience an intense nervous reaction. Moods of depression can result during which you become caustic and belligerent in your attitude toward everyone, especially to those in closest association with you. Family and friends find it hard to understand you because of your changing moods, and because of your intolerance and indifference towards their ideas, interests, and feelings. Competitive sports or challenging outdoor activities could bring you pleasure and relief from pent-up frustrations. However you must beware of driving yourself to exhaustion as a substitute for relaxation. The effect of the nervous tension can appear in childhood as stuttering. Routine, monotony, and the responsibility of looking after details can have a similar effect on you, as you are a person who desires change, travel, and new experiences.
