Your first name of Hansgerold has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. While you are usually measured and deliberate in what you say, occasionally, your strong opinions can cause you to be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
