The name of Hansjost gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs.
