Because you do not openly share your thoughts and deep feelings, you are not easy to understand and those close to you, not sure of your affections, may assume you do not care. You take life seriously and can be easily and deeply hurt and go into moods which can be quite extreme at times, causing turmoil and unhappiness. The name of Haop gives you depth of mind where you think seriously about life, but it also influences you to focus too much on the small details and lose sight of the bigger picture. You like to finish what you start without interruptions, and also to have everything in its place and properly organized. Lack of communication can lead to misunderstandings and unhappiness in relationships and cause you to retreat into yourself and experience loneliness. This name restricts your interest in social engagements and expression, and does not bring true contentment or spontaneous joy into your life. You are attracted to working outdoors in nature, where you would experience the peace and serenity you so much desire. The workings of mechanical, electrical, and electronic equipment intrigue you. Your limited verbal expression--except with those involved in your field of interest--makes it difficult for you to communicate your deeper thoughts even to those closest to you. Also, you could experience sensitivity in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs.
