You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.