Your first name of Harisan creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You would work best in a relaxed environment at tasks involving writing, mathematical, or analytical skills that require concentration. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.
