Your first name of Harjian creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. You are easily offended, and can suffer with moods of depression. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body.