As Harmendra you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
