Your first name of Hashiraf creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body.