Your first name of Hashok has created a deep, sensitive, refined nature with an intelligent mind and a keen appreciation of material values. Early in life you learned that you could accomplish anything you put your mind to: you set a goal and you proceeded step by step through focused thinking and concentrated effort. Others could perceive you as proud, and even unfriendly. Although you have a sensitive inner nature and a desire for affection and understanding, your dignified manner and reserve often give the impression that you are aloof and wishing to distance yourself. Those close to you may feel unsettled and insecure because of mixed messages: you show an undercurrent of possessiveness yet you hesitate to express affection, appreciation, and tenderness. There is always an aloofness and reserve that acts as a barrier and prevents any close ties. There is a tendency to be controlling both in business and in your personal life. Although you appear calm and in control at all times, constant pressures and difficult decisions can cause you inner turmoil. You find it difficult to express your true feelings, whether it be affection, appreciation, or tenderness, which play such an important part in creating a close bond within the family. You live much within your own thoughts, and seek relaxation away from people, out in nature, where you can ease the tensions of your life.
