The name of Hasmarudin gives you a very inquisitive, restless, seeking nature. This name gives you ambition, high ideals, and much creative ability, but the intense dynamic nature is too often spent in feelings and in moods, rather than in constructive action. Your feelings swing from optimism to pessimism. On the other hand, you can be cynical and caustic, and you subject those around you to outbursts of temper and moods of self pity. You have had the desire to accomplish something outstanding and to do something very worthwhile for humanity, especially early in your life. You feel impelled by intense desires that you cannot comprehend or satisfy. You can be very cynical and caustic, and you subject those around you to outbursts of temper and moods of self-pity. You desire to be your own boss, yet you find it difficult to stabilize your life and settle down and be accumulative. It has been your experience that once you lose control to indulgent habits, for example, smoking, drinking, or emotional outbursts, it is very difficult to retain control. You can express a very friendly, debonair personality to strangers which invariably makes a very favourable impression.
