Your first name of Hathwar creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.
