Your first name of Hatsukoi has given you a quick, analytical mind. Your self-sufficient and self-reliant nature gave you the urge to leave home early in life to be free from parental restraint, and to establish your independence and freedom from tradition. You are creative, versatile, and imaginative. Routine, monotony, and the responsibility of looking after details can have a similar effect. The urge for action or progress is such a strong force in your nature that you find difficulty in controlling it. You expect as much from others in return but find, either through misunderstanding or lack of principle in others, you are often let down, leaving you feeling bitter and betrayed. Moods of depression often result as well as outbursts of temper, caustic remarks, or a belligerent attitude towards everyone, especially those closest to you. Competitive sports or challenging outdoor activities could bring you pleasure and relief from pent-up frustrations. The effect of the nervous tension can appear in childhood as stuttering. In order to gain greater congeniality in your personal associations, you need to cultivate a more relaxed manner, greater generosity, understanding, and tolerance, and, above all, you need to avoid being too outspoken and self-opinionated.
