As Haxton you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Your tendency to be honest and to the point in your opinions can lead to hurt feelings, misunderstandings, and possible resentments. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
