As Hemayat you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. You prefer to work free from outside authority or supervision and are happiest on your own where you can put your ingenious ideas into practical use without interference from others. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head.
