Your first name of Henghai creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. From an early age you have desired a home, family, and related responsibilities, and although you are not demonstrative in your affections you have a strong sense of love and protection for those in your care. " You do not mean to offend but being reserved creates a barrier in communication and makes you appear disinterested. Your feelings are very easily hurt and to protect yourself you withdraw within the realms of your own private thoughts and shut out the rest of the world. Although you are very knowledgeable and intelligent, you often find spontaneous verbal expression difficult. You crave friendship, understanding, love, and affection but your reserved manner appears forbidding to others. Often you are drawn to the out of doors as a coping mechanism for bouts of loneliness and moods. This characteristic could make you rather unpopular with your associates. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result.