Your first name of Hesaj creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. Craving understanding, love, and affection but disinclined to verbalize your emotions, you may appear cold and aloof to those who would offer kindness. Because you learn so quickly you have little patience with those whose mental processes are somewhat slower, and you could become supercilious or somewhat "know it all" in your attitude. A quick learner, you may be resented by those whose mental processes are slower, and be misjudged as a "know it all. From an early age you have desired a home, family, and related responsibilities, and although you are not demonstrative in your affections you have a strong sense of love and protection for those in your care. Although you are knowledgeable and intelligent, your sensitivity and restriction in expression often causes frustration and could limit the satisfaction and success that would otherwise be gained from your responsible and capable nature. Your feelings are easily hurt and so, to protect yourself, you withdraw within the realm of your private thoughts. For your interest to be retained you need to be mentally challenged; this was most evident when young and in school. Your sensitivity and lack of verbal expression frustrate and limit the satisfaction in life to be gained from your responsible and capable nature. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love.