Your first name of Hilbertho creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
