Your first name of Ilaitia creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. A tendency to put on weight could be a concern. You would work best in a relaxed environment at tasks involving writing, mathematical, or analytical skills that require concentration. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.