Your first name of Ilder has given you a quick, active mind, which has caused you to delve into many different ideas and theories. This name destroys patience and stability and makes you unsystematic, restless, and unreliable. You enjoy unexpected opportunities for meeting people, or doing things on the spur of the moment. Though you can work on any undertaking intently as long as it absorbs your interest, you cannot persevere when confronted by obstacles or by tedious monotony. You cannot stand monotony, and hard work does not appeal to you. Governed by your feelings and impulses, you want to act spontaneously and do things when and how you please without restriction or advice from others. Where you have difficulty is in organizing and systematizing the handling of your responsibilities. This name creates an emotional nature which leads to many bitter experiences and disappointments with people. There is an element of idealism in this name which makes you generous toward those who are less fortunate than yourself, and also causes you to uphold the rights of others. This name creates an over-sensitive nature that allows your emotions to be unduly aroused.