Your first name of Intxixu has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you enjoy surprises to a degree, it is difficult for you to adjust quickly to unexpected change or opportunity. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
