The name of Iraivendan gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. You are sensitive about your idealistic thoughts, and an unappreciative person can hurt you and cause you to become secretive about that which you value deeply. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
