Your first name of Isatvastra has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
