Your first name of Jahshawan has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. An overheated bloodstream that throws off poisons through skin conditions such as boils, acne, or eczema could result. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
