Your first name of Jairei creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. You crave friendship, understanding, love, and affection but your reserved manner appears forbidding to others. You are rather studious, mentally challenging each new idea before accepting it. From an early age you have desired a home, family, and related responsibilities, and although you are not demonstrative in your affections you have a strong sense of love and protection for those in your care. You can give expression to your personal thoughts and feelings most fluently through the written word. For your interest to be retained you need to be mentally challenged; this was most evident when young and in school. " You do not mean to offend but being reserved creates a barrier in communication and makes you appear disinterested. Although you are very knowledgeable and intelligent, you often find spontaneous verbal expression difficult. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love.