Your first name of Jamar creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Your fondness for rich foods lacking in proper nourishment compounds your problems. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.