The name of Johoshua gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. even in a crowd. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
