Your first name of Joshanamar has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. The inadequacy you feel in communicating your thoughts and feelings often creates a stubbornness and frustration and then, when provoked, your bottled-up emotions could explode through temper and physical aggression. Your initiative often causes you to be the first to act when you see a need. You have a sincere desire to provide a humanitarian service to others, but the circumstances you are drawn into are generally too limited to fulfil your ideals. Yet, you are sensitive and very easily hurt and offended. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. You dislike monotony and system and enjoy being creative in an inventive way whether it be in interior decorating, music, art, crafts, or other endeavours that require versatility and skill. Weaknesses of this name could also create tension in the head (eyes, ears, sinus, teeth, head) and extremities (hands or feet). Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations.
