Your first name of Kaca creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.