Your first name of Kivalan creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. While your name brings you some fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.