Your first name of Kolokol has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. The inadequacy you feel in communicating your thoughts and feelings often creates a stubbornness and frustration and then, when provoked, your bottled-up emotions could explode through temper and physical aggression. Since you are impressionable and receptive, you feel the misfortunes of others very keenly. Yet, you are sensitive and very easily hurt and offended. Your initiative often causes you to be the first to act when you see a need. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. You dislike monotony and system and enjoy being creative in an inventive way whether it be in interior decorating, music, art, crafts, or other endeavours that require versatility and skill. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed. The intensity you experience from misunderstandings and setbacks could cause problems in health relative to your high strung nervous system.
