As Kristanto you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.
