Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
