As Maloni you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Eyes, ears, or throat problems, sinus congestion, or headaches could result. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
