Your first name of Mariakhan has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you enjoy surprises to a degree, it is difficult for you to adjust quickly to unexpected change or opportunity. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, you then respond in a positive way. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses.
