As Mawayne you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.
