Your first name of Mottull has many sterling qualities but does not give you an overall stability. Then you become disillusioned when they fall short of your expectations. Travel and new horizons bring pleasure, but your hunger for greener fields is insatiable, and so you never really experience contentment and peace of mind. You do everything with an intensity to the point of fervour, and either you feel tremendous elation or you are in the depths of despair. You have many sterling qualities but there is an underlying instability. You are quick mentally and like to see things moving at an accelerated pace. Disappointments in people, especially when they do not honour a promise, can make you bitter and cynical. Everything you do is done with intensity in which you experience extremes: from the highs of elation to depths of despair in which you wonder if life is worth the struggle. Those closest to you suffer the brunt of your cutting remarks and mood swings. The intensity and consequent outbursts leave hurt feelings in their wake, usually involving those closest to you.
