The name of Ndodesizwe gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Personal experiences of an intuitive nature have given you an awareness of the invisible forces of nature causing you to theorize about life and its mysteries. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
