Your first name of Ngaru has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. Setbacks to your plans could even escalate to thoughts of an unusual nature that interfere with mental stability where it is a struggle for you to concentrate your efforts for any length of time towards a definite goal. You would function best in settled conditions where you are not called upon to meet and mix too closely with others, but are able to work on your own. Alternatively, your technical interests and abilities could lead you into such fields as computer science, electronics, or the skilled trades. As a result of your interests and your circumstances, you often find yourself working on your own in an isolated situation where your abilities and efforts are not fully appreciated. In the out-of-doors you are able to create some degree of contentment and peace of mind. While you feel the need for settled conditions and you desire to be understood, you find it difficult to share your inner thoughts or to show affections in close association. It creates strong physical desires that are rarely satisfied. Dealing with mental confusion may become a serious problem. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking.