Your first name of Nickfabian creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. You would work best in a relaxed environment at tasks involving writing, mathematical, or analytical skills that require concentration. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.
