Your first name of Nickloes creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You are easily offended, and can suffer with moods of depression. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.