The name of Nickolan gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. Personal experiences of an intuitive nature have given you an awareness of the invisible forces of nature causing you to theorize about life and its mysteries. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
