Your first name of Nickolay has given you a clever, deep mind and the talent to excel in highly inspirational lines of endeavour as a dramatist, musician, writer, or artist. It has given you a clever, deep mind and made you idealistic, highly sensitive, and deeply emotional. Your peace and relaxation could be undermined. Insecurities in close relationships could lead to misunderstandings, deep-rooted jealousies, moods of depression, and emotional outbursts. As a young person you would have many fine ideals, but bitter experiences could leave you feeling disillusioned. You can be lifted by beauty in all forms and you are at the most creative when inspired. You feel and sense much that you do not fully understand and cannot express. You are drawn to refinement, you abhor expressions of crudeness, and you are deeply sympathetic towards those who have to suffer harshness and poverty. Unfortunately, uncontrolled thoughts make it difficult for you to retain emotional stability, and prevent you from finding proper peace and relaxation. You tend to centre your interest too much on whatever means the most to you, and then you become over-possessive and suffer through disillusionment and fear of losses.
